4/26/2002
Twitch
My eye is still twitching and it is freaking me out!In other news, I've kind of run dry on ideas for my website. I should be writing for Ariadne's Thread, caring about Darkness in the News, and stuff, but I just can't. Hits are up, roughly 170 unique hits a day - most of which are going to old Ghastly Humour stuff and to old Ariadne's Thread stuff. I'm getting more unsolicited requests to put links in Corridors of Darkness, but the numbers don't lie, people aren't going to Corridors of Darkness. I don't blame them, compared to Darklinks, there isn't anything there. I've never really had a desire to catalog the net, the links were there to give people something to look at when I didn't have anything new to put up on the site. I'm struggling with For Vampires. I think I'm onto a good idea, but the execution of the idea is taxing and time consuming. I'm focusing on diaries and journals on one hand and auctions on the other. The few people I've come into contact with who lay claim to being vampiric don't want to write journals, especially without some form of payment. I don't blame them. This may take a long time to accumulate material to develop the site. I could always just throw in the towel on it. Let's face it, the vampire thing is over. Until another revival, I'm just pissing in the wind at best. I've had all creative motivation ripped from me somehow. I need some successes to keep me moving. I need to bring one or two projects to fruition and keep myself from starting anything new. In a book I finished reading about screenplays, the author alerts the reader that one of the ways a writer procrastinates is thinking the current project is too boring and having a desire to work on something more exciting. Voila, that's me in a nutshell. What I'm doing today isn't as exciting as something else that I could be doing, or the idea I'm working on now isn't as interesting as the idea I just got.
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