Sean's Journal
Write Me

It is exciting, though because I am so close to having one completed copy of the book and tile set. I have to write three appendices, make the illustration and do the lay out and the book will be done. Therese is going to bind two or three for me but I think I'm just going to have Kinko's or Alphagraphics print and staple bind them for me.

For the ink project, I already got one order. When I tell people about it, they think it is really interesting and it will be a fascinating curiousity to own. Starting off, I'm only going to sell sets: 3 inks, 5 pieces of special paper, and 1 quill. I got the bottles which will hold 1 fl. oz. I'm not quite sure what I will do for the paper, I may just end up buying large parchment and chopping it up.

The dreams stemmed from all this energy. The most memorable of the dreams was one in which I was lucid. It is rare that that happens, but it is really cool. Unfortunately, as with most lucid dreams I have, I am never sure if it is really a dream. Everyone I knew was in my apartment, but my apartment was spread out over three floors. This was my first clue something was not right, and I spent a good amount of time trying to get my mind to get the apartment to match reality. My friend Pete wouldn't believe me that this was a dream even though I had him read four phone numbers from the phone book and tell me what the first number he read was. People from work were in the dream. I tested out the 'control' I had on one of the women. Nothing sexual, but an attempt to see how far my control extended. I was stymied by my doubt that this was a dream so I didn't want to do anything that would have a negative repurcussion on my life. I struggled through this dreamworld, but was energized by it.

I had many other dreams but that was the most rich in detail. I haven't been remembering my dreams lately, so this was very exciting to me.